it’s late, I’m not sleepy and I’d rather fancy an interesting conversation! ^_^

there is literally only one thing I can think of that I like about myself, and it’s not even something that great.

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I feel like crying but I dunno why lol　

today sucks.

• nick’s gone home.
• dad yelled at me for nothing several times.
• I have no cigarettes and am short a few dollars for a new pack until midnight, at which time everything in this town is shut.
• I tried on my new thigh highs and one of my fingernails ripped into it so they’re already ruined but tbh they looked shit on me anyway because I’m not thin.

I’m sure I’ll add more to this later.　

I have several dreams a night, like most people

unlike most people, I tend to remember them rather vividly.

in one of my dreams last night, my vagina had teeth

I was scared. 

I long to be a poem. 

why is it that when I get rude anons, they suck at being abusive?

I mean put some fucking effort into it, geez. 

Since I’ve gotten home, I’ve felt like I was forgetting something, or had something to look forward to doing tonight.

And then I realised it’s just emptiness because Nick isn’t here. I feel a lot more alive when he’s around.